i really broke down.
dunno y.
i'm too weak.
i next time dun go back nan hua le. everytime go back then so sian 1.
i'm really sick of all this.
even though i want to see everyone again, i dun wan 2 break down lorh. maybe i'll go back on my own barh.
i feel even worse after crying.
it's been ages since i did tt.
juz forget it.