im really really pissed rite now.

YOU showed no respect for me. i can sense that you don't like me lah, but couldn't you haf at least told me instead of making me feel so extra? pls lah. i always act happy in front of you. cos i dun wna be seen as someone who likes to give ppl attitude unlike YOU. i always thought you were a good fren. but i guess not lah. seeing that you used to stand up for me when _______ went wif ______. i used to feel that i had someone to lean on. but i guess not. so much for my lack of judgement. to tell you the truth, im not scared that you may see this. cos i dun care anymore. i've had enough. you can ignore me for the rest of your life. you can even ask everyone to hate me. I DUN GIVE A SHIT. cos i carn stand it anymore.

and as for _______, i hate your guts. i hate how childish you are for giving me the silent treatment every now and then. i used to feel freakin bad and unhappy whenever you used to do that to me. but not anymore. im more or less immune to your stupid attitude. i remembered that i used to ask you if you were angry at me. and you always said no. so i though that you'll be nicer to me since we sorted things out. but NO. you continued doing so. until im so sick of you. so sick of how you can feel so happy and not feel any guilt for how sad you made me feel. i really feel that i should stand up for myself. but i really carn be bothered to. cos you're not worth my time. i've decided to give YOU the silent treatment as well. if you can do it, so can i. yes, it may seem childish. but look who started it. reflect on yourself and your attitude lah.

come and ignore me for all i care. even if i'm left all by myself, i'm okay with it. cos i finally voiced my feelings out. i thought that by keeping quiet, you all will treat me btr. but i guess not. i'm so fed up wif everyone now.

and if anyone sees this, pls dun ask me who im toking abt. cos im in no mood to tell you. and if you're the person i was toking abt, then too bad lah. blame it on yourself for not giving a shit abt other ppl's feelings. and now, im not gna give a shit abt your feelings either.

whatever lah.